These weeks I had thoughts about what should I do with my life after ...
and the truth is that since I was a kid I wanted to become a stewardess and going at the University of Geography. I will be supposed to act like a different person and to speak in public (which I am bad. hope I will handle this in the near future).
But all my life I just wanted to be myself and people seeing that it is not pink everything in my life. I also have fears and ups and downs.
My ex-boyfriend told me that a librarian is a work for rats and I believed him (incredible human). I want to express my moods by writing what I see around me. I love to write and to compose but I am afraid that if somebody got too close to me, they might actually find out the truth that I am sloppy.
Well, for starters, I will apply to the Language College and hope I will succeed. Thank you for encouraging me, writer.
hey, i randomly found your blog while looking for new things. i personally think you're doing great! i won't pretend that i know what you're going through, but i want you to know that in the end everything will turn out as it should. it's true that the future looks scary, the uncertain can be very frightening but i am positive that as long as you follow your heart things will turn out ok. nothing is random and someone up there looks after you. i hope that i'll hear good things from you. have a nice day/night!!
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