Christmas holidays ... finally here, if you 're not in year 12 and you would want to lock yourself in the attic.  ” And at what university will you go to? ” (this kills me everyday)


I avoid to answer because I already know the reply:

”it's too far”,

 ”it's better if you stay near the house ”,

 ” ohh- that university? Are you sure? ” 

                            or 

”I think you'd better go to this university ... ”

 and other hundred of answers too.

only my big sister encouraged me to go and she said it is a good decizion (Thank you, sis)
Anyway I'm asking myself ”why not to say a good word instead of critisizing from heard-goings-on. I mean.. anyway after a few hours, you'll forget and you won't care where I'll be going.”

Because the only question you'll ask me, when we're gonna see each other again, will be ”so how much money do you get from this?” Everybody choses their university, career, decisions,, it's not like you'll die if you try.

Anyway.. I have to focus on my driving lessons cuz' I have an exam just in 5 days and I'm a bit stressed out ..