Christmas holidays ... finally here, if you 're not in year 12 and you would want to lock yourself in the attic.  ” And at what university will you go to? ” (this kills me everyday)


I avoid to answer because I already know the reply:

”it's too far”,

 ”it's better if you stay near the house ”,

 ” ohh- that university? Are you sure? ” 

                            or 

”I think you'd better go to this university ... ”

 and other hundred of answers too.

only my big sister encouraged me to go and she said it is a good decizion (Thank you, sis)
Anyway I'm asking myself ”why not to say a good word instead of critisizing from heard-goings-on. I mean.. anyway after a few hours, you'll forget and you won't care where I'll be going.”

Because the only question you'll ask me, when we're gonna see each other again, will be ”so how much money do you get from this?” Everybody choses their university, career, decisions,, it's not like you'll die if you try.

Anyway.. I have to focus on my driving lessons cuz' I have an exam just in 5 days and I'm a bit stressed out ..

So why I made this blog?
5 months ago my phone broke and my whole money, I spent, was on driving lessons and right now I'm still broke. But I believe in Christmas miracle. So I think I should take a break posting on social media Sometimes I open the drawer to take a sheet to write a letter  and may also close Netflix :)) 

I think I'm changing everyday. But, anyway -not getting so emotional- 
so the reason is that I have thoughts every evening, that I would like to share with you- and me, too - because nobody is going to read this :))

My first post is just about my last night's thought 

I'll start with one of my school issue
One month ago
       one of my teacher got blocked on Facebook by the school site, but that's not the problem ...
just the friendship she tried to make to us, saying small gossips ... trying to make us to be on her side
like influence us to be how she is. It's annoying.  She saw that she didn't succed, despite us being very distinguished, so she made a friendship only with her favourite classmate.
     It's ok. Everyone has a teacher like that (I hope) :))
 so .. if we do a good thing, in class, she gives the reply ”yeah, you do it because she helped you.”
I don't want to ofense her, but it annoys me that same people aren't right ...  no more words to say about this..