so 

I didn t post bc I had a lot of things to do these weeks. Some nights I didn t sleep bc a lot of stress but now I m a little bit ok. I m going on a trip next week to a cousin at her wedding in Belgium. of course I accepted.

What really happened these weeks:

I had a lot of homework for my final exams.

I had the driver s test.

and the college exam

which I ve passed all of them.

IDK why but if I am stressed everyone who talks with me just annoys me.

I have a lot of frustations cuz I lost a lot of money which I have preserved to buy a new phone

I think someone there in heaven loves me.

I thnik IDK how to enjoy little things in life and I want always more

oh

I almost forgot the best week when I wasn t alive with my mind just my body

when my math teacher sent me and my best classmates to a * camp math * she said.

and don t imagine there were firecamps and caffe talks with marshmallows above nope

just old desks with many hieroglyphs on them doing nothing fun just listen to the teacher s uninterrupted conversation on the phone.. and some Chinese on the board.. so fun

I know. Now you want to tell me that it was a good decision bc you learned for Bac

otherwise who wakes up at 7 on holiday? really now